Humble ways to Crumble life
Can’t believe if it was as if I saw a lot in recent times or just that i am too numb to unplug it and understand it. May be both are not the right statements to make it. I actually had a life which I desired way back. Of course, this is what I dreamt of, A hectic work schedule with lots of things to witness and with lots of opportunities to cater. After it, Alife which is just for me. Well this is what I am finally dropped onto. Life is amazing, You never know in which mode it will take and make you aware of those aspects of yourself which you never thought will exist.
I ended a big chapter in my life! A pretty big one which was so huge I never could imagine. I proved to myself that I can bloody hit the same wall plenty of times. Though now I realized this all happened because I never looked at the detailing of those things. I never unraveled all those flairs which actually irked me. I am super glad that I did it this time. Being a foolishly emotional psychic Gemini, I tried my super philanthropist ways to counter the after effects. But sometimes, there are angelic humans around who unknowingly, moves a magic wand and wraps up all shit in a snap.
I picked my angel back. It helped me with that motion of mine which I always swear to have but never paid attention to. "The objectivity to see real situation"! I lost objectivity. I felt so timid in front of world that I engulfed in any shell I faced which was majorly wrong.
Anyways, all is well when end is well. But end is still not here. Drastic conditions made me look back and flow with the same shit. How can your own dearies do that to you. Just when you see a long lasting touch is there to cling onto; you suddenly get thrashed in the deep sea. You know ultimate hurting I ever faced in my life are all gifted by my blood. When there is no hopein life, You see a ray of light even in the darkest of corner. Which is perhaps a great mistake if you evaluate OBJECTIVELY. Thanks to the power, I did that and survived and still surviving a great deal.
There is no major role player in life than power nature. It knows when to drop a treasure hint when you think you are on wrong path. Such perfect timing. Unbeatable.
Recently had great time with roomies. Drank with them, played cards and all those silly pyjama party stuff. Only I know since when I was dreaming about it. Bonded with them beautifully. I play such role model to them. They once even said that they miss me when I am not around. I realized then how nice it feels when you are wanted.
Wanted to go home so badly on last week of April. Dint happen because of Goa. I know till last day I was wishing that the meet gets cancelled for me. It dint. And I got the answer last day of the trip. Goa happened because I needed to forget life for a while. And I did. I completely forgot. To that extent; that I met myself after a long time. I had such long conversation with myself after ages. I feel I have a connection with water. as it happened in Rishikesh as well. I get lost in sea and take out precious stones out of it. Which I did this time with beauty. I perhaps can never forget that serene lunch by sea side musically sponsored by Royal Blue sparkling waves.
Have you ever had a word with sea. Try to have one! It has amazing soothing answer to every torn piece of your heart. And when it meets with good company and likeminded people; Life becomes indeed a life! Sea does wonder; It takes you with itself underneath of those undiscovered shells which you probably never dared to explore. Crazy days they were. Learnt a lot and showed a lot. Don’t know for what purpose some jiggles happened. But this time, I am not impatient enough to upset life. Let it take itsown toll. Who knows what you might fly on when you don’t even know how to spread your wings.
I ended a big chapter in my life! A pretty big one which was so huge I never could imagine. I proved to myself that I can bloody hit the same wall plenty of times. Though now I realized this all happened because I never looked at the detailing of those things. I never unraveled all those flairs which actually irked me. I am super glad that I did it this time. Being a foolishly emotional psychic Gemini, I tried my super philanthropist ways to counter the after effects. But sometimes, there are angelic humans around who unknowingly, moves a magic wand and wraps up all shit in a snap.
I picked my angel back. It helped me with that motion of mine which I always swear to have but never paid attention to. "The objectivity to see real situation"! I lost objectivity. I felt so timid in front of world that I engulfed in any shell I faced which was majorly wrong.
Anyways, all is well when end is well. But end is still not here. Drastic conditions made me look back and flow with the same shit. How can your own dearies do that to you. Just when you see a long lasting touch is there to cling onto; you suddenly get thrashed in the deep sea. You know ultimate hurting I ever faced in my life are all gifted by my blood. When there is no hopein life, You see a ray of light even in the darkest of corner. Which is perhaps a great mistake if you evaluate OBJECTIVELY. Thanks to the power, I did that and survived and still surviving a great deal.
There is no major role player in life than power nature. It knows when to drop a treasure hint when you think you are on wrong path. Such perfect timing. Unbeatable.
Recently had great time with roomies. Drank with them, played cards and all those silly pyjama party stuff. Only I know since when I was dreaming about it. Bonded with them beautifully. I play such role model to them. They once even said that they miss me when I am not around. I realized then how nice it feels when you are wanted.
Wanted to go home so badly on last week of April. Dint happen because of Goa. I know till last day I was wishing that the meet gets cancelled for me. It dint. And I got the answer last day of the trip. Goa happened because I needed to forget life for a while. And I did. I completely forgot. To that extent; that I met myself after a long time. I had such long conversation with myself after ages. I feel I have a connection with water. as it happened in Rishikesh as well. I get lost in sea and take out precious stones out of it. Which I did this time with beauty. I perhaps can never forget that serene lunch by sea side musically sponsored by Royal Blue sparkling waves.
Have you ever had a word with sea. Try to have one! It has amazing soothing answer to every torn piece of your heart. And when it meets with good company and likeminded people; Life becomes indeed a life! Sea does wonder; It takes you with itself underneath of those undiscovered shells which you probably never dared to explore. Crazy days they were. Learnt a lot and showed a lot. Don’t know for what purpose some jiggles happened. But this time, I am not impatient enough to upset life. Let it take itsown toll. Who knows what you might fly on when you don’t even know how to spread your wings.
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