When dark was at its serenity...

Day passed with a pace with which life also swung. It held a luster of pauses and a threat to be numb; just the way night remains when sun is about to flutter. A sun, which, actually is a shiner and brighter rise?! I am still in a fix with this. Might be "the moment" to realize this boon OR bane; has not arrived yet. I know it is a boon. It has been landed in just my way. It flew to me with adventure like sky diving and It seems I am still in air and enjoying gravity less trip to earth/heaven??! It is earth; heart says and It cannot be heaven; mind consoles. There might be some drip of truth when world made you believe, whatever happens; happens for a reason. At last, I am enjoying the journey more than the destination. In spite of having loose ends more loose now than ever, life is being very warm and chirpy. Those fears which let you be secretive in your own world, are being kicked slowly and secretively. You take your steps out in dusty air; yes the shawl is on and a of lotions too; but you are dealing with people and life which you used to sleep over while lying in cab. Multiple hours of cab are being turned into leisure of morning sleep and bomb of window shopping in the evening. The monotony of home food has taken a shape of variety of suckass PG food. Though I had a realization that food is a matter of life and death; I never made a big deal out of it. It takes me great pride to admit, I am still a non-nagging non-foodie. Being an exasperated organized human, I have excellently managed my heap of eye catching wardrobe (though it took me 3 days and 5 times of shuffling) in minimal of cupboard kinds entity which I could never imagine. All the chunk of clothes is been accomplished by kicking my wonderful ass in all season's sale and bargaining in whole lot of NCR shops. After all of this struggle and survival of cupboard feeding; I realize; I do not have to pay half hr before mirror trying what to wear for a day. Thanks to city and office, Filtering of clothes have been done by the city itself. As a result, I packed all shiny and "meant for Delhi crowd" pieces in bag and dropped at home while my first visit to home in PLANE. YES IN PLANE!! Have you ever come across chain reaction?? I have. I think this time comes in everybody's life; when things have taken off in right and amazing direction, suddenly, things lying after them also take a toll. Henceforth, you have good times one after the other. Though I was near to trauma when plane was taking a U-Turn, still I had a lifetime situation. I shot the take off video and showed to khaandan. Man, any damn trauma I can handle for those curious eyes and open mouth. Being at home realization occurred that no wonders have been done to my eyes by this new place yet I saw people with so many colors hidden in their rainbow of their heart which generally looked more of a danger sign. What they appeared in the aspects of innocence, now has a gel of gaudiness on all. Was it the dust in my eyes or flash in their persona, I am still disgust about it in either way. A long struck hassle was killed the second day and I found my father cheerful at last. May be I was happy for long and it thundered on my head. Anyways, I cannot deny I was also waiting for rain, but it was a real time feel. The temporary aspects of it or may be the permanent ones, have already started working. GOD knows what I am up to! Getting back was a treat, especially when you know you have something to look for. It occurred to me later, finally time has arrived to realize things now. NUMB period is off now. I am most truthful now a days. Broke several news at several fronts and got several reactions. In the hindsight, I realized, how beautifully people have presented things and justified their ruthlessness. They forget that "Has it ever mattered that it would now". Life moves on and so does your brain's chemicals to push or pull threads for people. As a corollary, It is going miraculously well. As life has always unwind and unravel, hope it does it this time too.