Fully filled and fully lived DaYs
There is a thought in mind to write on topic belonging to my recent struggle with life; which is by the way is nothing else than to live an empty life for about 10-15 days. Technically speaking, I had such a rush of emotions when i was hit upon with this idea that i would be staying just with me and no outside fake ventures would be dancing around to fill my life with hell wounds. But scene has something else t display.I ended up doing most of the tasks by myself and quiet finished all of them.Even helped out loved ones.
I touched that side of my life which i actually lived years back. When there used to be rides in buses and rickshaws; when you actually see average human out there living and making a living. Those stinking scarfs on laborers' head which enter nose without any inhibition after you sit beside them. Or those advertisement texts over walls of elite group of factories to rectify sex problems of couples regarding you know "THE STUFF", that "slow and steady wins the race" public transport princess "BUS" oh! my apology "DTC BUS"; which proudly flashes helpline numbers for ladies, police or hospitals in its latest digital board but don't train their soldiers so that they can ask douche-bags to vacate a seat for the lady standing.
But then you also meet some cute life then and there; which mirrors yourself if you look at years passed. The same way you used to ask other girls in the bus if this is the right stop to get down.
Sigh!! Cant believe I came such a long way.
Anyways, you get down the bus and enter metro, the moment it enters gurgaon, you see two groups; each group has a mother and two daughters i.e. twins.
What would I notice?(Of course clothes!!..Ya i did..SO what..everybody does!!)
What difference does it make if they have entered!!
Well, It does to me.(Knowing, I almost have interest in every useless crap while I am jobless).
I don't know why but I fell for the group A. Hey I dint tell about Group A and B yet. OK lets start over.
Group A has a cute chubby mommy, fair skin, black outfit, specs and a natural smiley face which shows how content she is with her life and the way she lives it. Group A also has two daughters; well I don't know who is younger and who is elder but yeah the one standing next to mother seems younger. She is very simple, wearing navy blue woolen kurti with black churidar and wearing a noticeable sky blue pattered shawl (just my style) and she looks awesomely cute. She has glowing skin and hesitated smile but when she smiles, she wins my heart. That was the smile i had been missing to see for long time.
And the other daughter was kinda tom boyish and was in her own world. She was wearing a jean and a pullover with a muffler and What Boots man!! She had headphones and a stylish bag (Things to buy- Stylish Bag check!!).
All three of them looked so good. The smaller one was cracking some jokes with mom and was enjoying proximity with her. I could judge from their cute conversation that they were heading to shopping.
Somehow I knew I missed that very badly. Going out with mom,sister; just for a day out; shopping is not what was necessary but the tuning and company. It happens too but who plays the mom part and who plays the daughter part; differs here.
Anyways Group B has a Mom which was desperately trying not to look like mom. And her desperation was evident from the boots she was wearing (Same boots were worn by two daughter as well).The daughters had snobbish look and I was not pleased with the sight of them.
These two groups made me realize, how much, A different perception, thinking and nature can actually create a map on your face. Yes a map! A map on your face to tell strangers for path to travel for different locations. If they want to enter head, which way they should head and for heart which way. The Group A had a very clean and simple map. To acquaint with them, You just need a smile to travel for heart while group B had material required to travel for which so ever place you want 2 go down to. If you know what I mean!!
This occurred days back but its still fresh and enriching. I don't know why I always end up hooking up with such scenes in my mind. Probably, they teach me and lead me to somewhere. I am sure what ever has happened in these days, have not only filled me with great learnings and yearning; but also made me to live each day and moment fully in present. Henceforth; I filled my days and I lived my days.
(Now there is a baby cockroach on my left foot and I really need to shout.)
I touched that side of my life which i actually lived years back. When there used to be rides in buses and rickshaws; when you actually see average human out there living and making a living. Those stinking scarfs on laborers' head which enter nose without any inhibition after you sit beside them. Or those advertisement texts over walls of elite group of factories to rectify sex problems of couples regarding you know "THE STUFF", that "slow and steady wins the race" public transport princess "BUS" oh! my apology "DTC BUS"; which proudly flashes helpline numbers for ladies, police or hospitals in its latest digital board but don't train their soldiers so that they can ask douche-bags to vacate a seat for the lady standing.
But then you also meet some cute life then and there; which mirrors yourself if you look at years passed. The same way you used to ask other girls in the bus if this is the right stop to get down.
Sigh!! Cant believe I came such a long way.
Anyways, you get down the bus and enter metro, the moment it enters gurgaon, you see two groups; each group has a mother and two daughters i.e. twins.
What would I notice?(Of course clothes!!..Ya i did..SO what..everybody does!!)
What difference does it make if they have entered!!
Well, It does to me.(Knowing, I almost have interest in every useless crap while I am jobless).
I don't know why but I fell for the group A. Hey I dint tell about Group A and B yet. OK lets start over.
Group A has a cute chubby mommy, fair skin, black outfit, specs and a natural smiley face which shows how content she is with her life and the way she lives it. Group A also has two daughters; well I don't know who is younger and who is elder but yeah the one standing next to mother seems younger. She is very simple, wearing navy blue woolen kurti with black churidar and wearing a noticeable sky blue pattered shawl (just my style) and she looks awesomely cute. She has glowing skin and hesitated smile but when she smiles, she wins my heart. That was the smile i had been missing to see for long time.
And the other daughter was kinda tom boyish and was in her own world. She was wearing a jean and a pullover with a muffler and What Boots man!! She had headphones and a stylish bag (Things to buy- Stylish Bag check!!).
All three of them looked so good. The smaller one was cracking some jokes with mom and was enjoying proximity with her. I could judge from their cute conversation that they were heading to shopping.
Somehow I knew I missed that very badly. Going out with mom,sister; just for a day out; shopping is not what was necessary but the tuning and company. It happens too but who plays the mom part and who plays the daughter part; differs here.
Anyways Group B has a Mom which was desperately trying not to look like mom. And her desperation was evident from the boots she was wearing (Same boots were worn by two daughter as well).The daughters had snobbish look and I was not pleased with the sight of them.
These two groups made me realize, how much, A different perception, thinking and nature can actually create a map on your face. Yes a map! A map on your face to tell strangers for path to travel for different locations. If they want to enter head, which way they should head and for heart which way. The Group A had a very clean and simple map. To acquaint with them, You just need a smile to travel for heart while group B had material required to travel for which so ever place you want 2 go down to. If you know what I mean!!
This occurred days back but its still fresh and enriching. I don't know why I always end up hooking up with such scenes in my mind. Probably, they teach me and lead me to somewhere. I am sure what ever has happened in these days, have not only filled me with great learnings and yearning; but also made me to live each day and moment fully in present. Henceforth; I filled my days and I lived my days.
(Now there is a baby cockroach on my left foot and I really need to shout.)
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