Drowned!

Ohhkayee!! Trust me I have taken such a deep breath while writing that okay. Last days have been too much all of a sudden. It is not something new *yawn* happens quite a lot. I read my previous post. Seriously i am amazed. It totally describes how extreme i can be.

I am down with fever of emotions i think. I am filled with tears till my throat. I can burst anytime. I am controlling. I feel hopeless; no hopeless is too small. I am zeroed with hope. Infact there is not even a minus.

I am smashed by a giant blow and smeared in millions of pieces.

I have smiles. I have many of them. For every occasions. But there is no realm of using them. I feel i am too tired to put a smile. I need a warm hug, a broad lap and several pats on my forehead.

I know it is too much to ask for. But I am not asking. I just , I just, I just hope.

And you are never disallowed to hope.

And now m sleepy...

Bye

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  1. AnonymousSeptember 29, 2011 at 12:00 AM

    I just want to share one of my writing here!!! if you don't mind... because your this one : make me remembered about my one!!

    Walk with me

    "All I wanted to go back in the past,
    Wanted to sleep in your soft hand,
    Wanted to touch your eye,
    Wanted to feel your breath.
    Long time, it was long time
    I saw the sun in front of me,
    Long time, I could not smile,
    Long time, it was long time
    I could not adore the wave of your smile,
    Long time, u were there beside me,
    I was unconscious to say love you,
    I was not so strong to walk in the coast,
    Play with seabird, and sleep in the seabed
    Many years passed by,
    Many trees changed their gorgeousness
    You have got your hope,
    But I am still here to touch the warmth,
    The warmth of your love,
    Your eagerness to be beside me,
    Your lovely two eyes were always here,
    Here in my morning tea, and in my sleepy musing,
    There were not a single moment when u were miles away,
    I could feel you,
    Still I can feel you
    I will always find you in my neck, saying, “wait”
    You could stay with me,
    After all it’s a long time I love you…"

    _amin

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