Mind & Soul

Statuary Warning: Read only if you have balls to stand the sarcasm and content There was a time when you were not used to be a male chauvinistic pig and I used to think Voila! I can also bang into some real species in this faker world. But then, as every mango brownie pie comes to an end scoop by scoop; this also did. Though I wanted this post to be my 'venting the ire' post; I just decided No, It wont be. Bygones should be bygones (why does Bygone makes me feel that its a name of mosquito spray). Anyways, I have been laughing like an asylum patient now a days thinking about a movie's scenes. I mean initially, brother also reciprocated my laughter emotions but then now, even he is clueless and testing his ignorance power on me. (Still I am making sure he gets the gist of my jokes and feelings over the movie; Nevermind!) So story starts with a super cleaned bus stand with lots of coolies than the passengers. It is crystal clear that director and creative team (if any)...

Post a 'Duniya Hilao' breakup which by the way makes you feel like only you were the only one who actually cared for the damn relation; If you receive a text after 2 days "Hey hope u r ok"; then you experience hell lot of stupid things in your ever 'getting mature' brain. You feel what a stupid question to get a piece of communication from me. Yes, other party probably is now have realized that it is human too with blood and flesh if not soul. So it sends you its 'sense of caring nature' text to you. I mean what on earth do you think you are. Would I be suddenly developing heart attack and brain ham-rage without you in my life. Shithead, I was the one who broke up, remember! So chill! Or what else could it be. May be being mysterious about my well being makes his heart needled. Well that's the point moron, That is what I want you to be. May be now you realize it was not a piece of joke to get hold of me and then insult me and my feelings wi...

I am so fucking proud of the title. Man! It bloody feels so nice to get your building up nonsense out and actually writing it out. It is not an art in anyway but somehow it soothes so well. Carving it into words which you basically have no clue of. No matter how good some human proves to be a soul to you; at the end of the time they are human and they are ruthless and selfish. They are no return to your feelings and they are no return to your helplessness and desperation. You better kill both these activities in case you are ever spending time and energy on both of these on any body in your life. You will definitely be shown that you are so true, black, white and crap etc with time but the dark truth is- Life is as simple as it looks and as hard as it does not. Some hard realities of life strikes you every now and then but you never look at them because you have faith in something. You forget that 'something' is equally proportional to other parties as well and when those...

How many reasons can you strike out when it comes to feeling of a heart sink! Probably many; considering we all are humans at the end of the day. So human that you feel miserable for other's situation rather than your own. I watched turning 30 today. Sister was suggesting it for long time; dont know why; guess she saw in me a budding Gul panag or may be she thought I have every little detail available in me to be jobless and menless (or manless) in my own 30s. Little sisters grow up so soon!! Anyways, saw it and survived it. It is kinda watchable types. Gul Panag brings a very nice point in one scene. She says "You don't have to feel pathetic just because you are being happy in what u do in spite of what are you being asked to do". Having said that why the damn happiness comes with twists. Dont we have enough of K serials already. 03092011 Another average day passed by, i was somewhere in between 'wish i had work' and 'Thank GOD i had no work'....