Mind & Soul

You have emerged as a longing touch from just a shadow, from just monotony and from gospel which i used to live by. Strides which once took me to shore, now have drenched me, till my skin, till my soul?. Deep inside, when i was afraid, I no longer feel the fear ahead. Sometimes I gauge life and take her for granted. I feel it is going to be the same. Every single time, it delights me with its wonders. Monotony is not where it belongs every time. It is what it is. It does not have a name yet. But its beautiful. Its warm, positive and adorable. These times always proves their magic. No matter how hard and tough scenarios are, you so smoothly merge in life and fight with full spree. Ecstasy this time is, it is getting more warm day by day. Brain and heart have never been in such a rhyme. It feels they have turned into an amalgam and working their part at the right time with the right cord. Though i know nothing sustains, not even feelings. They have never been. So do despair! So why not h...

Had enough of flowing winds been a rockstar in a way or two still got smashed by all force in the earth bleeding humming murmuring and yet not praying just lying without any movement pretending to die or perhaps dieing may be i will die would definitely die no, i wont i know the twists life will again make me fly fly with wings sometimes without them too it leaves me high in air bless me with no way assigned dont even whisper in my ear where to go i choose my own path i relax on my own i pick up motion on my own i give up on my own and perhaps i fell on my own i get tangled on my own and then also, i wait for nobody.. nobody and i am proud of it it does leave you alone but at least you are honest with you huh.. m done.. seriously m done i give u damn world fuck off you all i can lead my own way i have always i have always turned heads to me and i will again i will for sure suck it bitches... m js too much for u.. get the hell outa here.. huh!!

12-march-2009 Day started as usual. I was up by 6:45 a.m. I was little happy as two more days to go for weekend. I was also excited as i had done waxing and threading so i was all ready to wear this new kurti of mine which i bought last. I called Kavi at 6:30 and felt kind of burdened to give him a call. I feel this now a days more often that giving him a call is like a duty. In the morning itself i feel terrible giving him a call. I dont know what the hell is happening to me. Is it a crush? or was it a crush? I am a bitch if i am playing with him. May be this is the way i love. Perhaps, because I am irritiated with this fact that he is not around and i dont think so there are good chances he and me will be meeting in coming days. Anyways no benefit in carrying this on. So I went to loo and spent 5 more minutes than usual as i was not feeling well from stomach part. I have got Gas as i had around 20 those stupid hajmola type tablet. I needed some burps and farts which i am not really g...

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************ My favorite poem*********** (By heart since my eighth class) Kya hawaein thi ki ujda pyaar ka vo ashiyana; kuch na aya kaam tera shor karna gul machana; Nash ki un shaktiyon ke sath chalta zor kiska; kintu aye nirman ke pratinidhi tujhe batana hoga; jo baste hain vo ujadte hain prakarti ke jad niyam se; Un ujde houn ko phir basana kab mana hai; Hai andheri raat par deepak jalana kab mana hai! Written by:- Lt. Shri Harivansh Rai Bachchan