Drowned!
Ohhkayee!! Trust me I have taken such a deep breath while writing that okay. Last days have been too much all of a sudden. It is not something new *yawn* happens quite a lot. I read my previous post. Seriously i am amazed. It totally describes how extreme i can be. I am down with fever of emotions i think. I am filled with tears till my throat. I can burst anytime. I am controlling. I feel hopeless; no hopeless is too small. I am zeroed with hope. Infact there is not even a minus. I am smashed by a giant blow and smeared in millions of pieces. I have smiles. I have many of them. For every occasions. But there is no realm of using them. I feel i am too tired to put a smile. I need a warm hug, a broad lap and several pats on my forehead. I know it is too much to ask for. But I am not asking. I just , I just, I just hope. And you are never disallowed to hope. And now m sleepy... Bye